I hate myself. I spend days feeling worthless and useless and like I should just be by myself in a dark room somewhere. Then other days I crave human contact but not from the ones I should want it from. I crave it from ones I cannot have around me or that have not been around me in a long time. My feelings are all screwed up and I do not know what to do about it. All I know is that if I can not figure this out soon I am going to go crazy, from guilt, from pain, from my own inner thoughts. What am I going to do?